To my esteemed friend Raoul, dean of the cathedral Chapter at Rheims, I , Bruno, send my greatings, as all my heartfelt
affection toward you bids me.
The loyalty you have shown during our long and mellowed friendship is all the
more beautifuI and remarkable in that it is only rarely found. For even though a great distance and many years lie between
us, your kindly sentiments have always been with me.This is certainly clear enough from your wonderfuI letters, in
which you have professed your friendship over and over again and from the many other indications you have given of
it, including the favours you have so generously shown, both to me and to my brother Bernard on my account. For all
this I give you my thanks, dear friend, not in a way which could ever be commensurate with what you deserve of me, but
springing, at least, from the deepest source of sincere love.
I sent a messenger with a letter to you some time ago,
one who had proved reliable on other occasions; but since he has not yet returned, I thought it best to send you one
of the brethren. He can give you a fuller account of how things are here by word of mouth than I could ever do with
pen and ink.
I assure you, first of all, that my health is good, thinking that the news wilI not be unwelcome to
you. I wish that I could say the same for my soul. The external situation is as satisfactory as could be desired,
but I stand as a beggar before the mercy of God, praying that he wilI heal all the infirmities of my soul and fulfill
all my desires with his bounty.
I am living in the wilderness of Calabria far removed from habitation. There
are some brethren with me, some of whom are very welI educated and they are keeping assiduous watch for their Lord, so
as to open to him at once when he knocks. I could never even begin to tell you how charming and pleasant it is. The temperatures
are mild, the air is healthful; a broad plain, delightful to behold, stretches between the mountains along their entire
length, bursting with fragrant meadows and flowery fields. One could hardly describe the impression made by the gently
rolling hills on all sides, with their cool and shady glens tucked away, and such an abundance of refreshing springs,
brooks and streams. Besides all this, there are verdant gardens and all sorts of fruit-bearing trees.
Yet why dwell
n such things as these? The man of true insight has other delights, far more useful and attractive, because divine. It
is true, though that our rather feeble nature is renewed and finds new life in such perspectives, wearied by its spirituaI
pursuits and austere mode of life. It is like a bow, which soon wears out and runs the risk of becoming useless, if
it is kept continually taut.
In any case, what benefits and divine exaltation the silence and solitude of the desert
hold in store for those who love it, only those who have experienced it can know.
For here men of strong will can
enter into themselves and remain there as much as they like, diligently cultivating the seeds of virtue and eating
the fruits of paradise with joy.
Here they can acquire the eye that wounds the Bridegroom with love, by the limpidity
of its gaze, and whose purity allows them to see God himself.
Here they can observe a busy leisure and rest in
quiet activity.
Here also God crowns his athletes for their stern struggle with the hoped-for reward: a peace unknown
to the world and joy in the Holy Spirit.
Such a way of life is exemplified by Rachel, who was preferred by Jacob
for her beauty, even though she bore fewer children than Leah, with her less penetrating eyes. Contemplation, to be sure
has fewer offspring than does action, and yet Joseph and Benjamin were the favourites of their father. This life is
the best part chosen by Mary, never to be taken away from her. lt is also that extraordinary beautifuI Shunammite,
the only one in IsraëI to take care of David and keep him warm in his old age. I could only wish, brother, that you
too, had such an exclusive love for her, so that lost in her embrace, you burned with divine love. If only a love like
this would take possession of you! Immediately, all the glory in the world would seem like so much dirt to you, whatever
the smooth words and false attractions she offered to deceive you. Wealth and its concomitant anxieties you would
cast off without a thought, as a burden to the freedorm of the spirit. You would want no more of pleasure either,
harmfuI as it is to both body and soul.
You know very welI who it is that says to us: "He who loves the world,
and the things of the world, such as the lust oflthe flesh, the lust of the eyes and ambition, does not have the love
of the Father abiding in him"; also "Friendship with the world is enmity with God". What could be so eviI and destructive
then, so unfortunate, or so much the mark of a crazed and headstrong spirit, as to put yourself at odds with the one
whose power you cannot resist and whose righteous vengeance you could never hope to escape? Surely we are not stronger
than he! Surely you do not think he wilI leave unpunished in the end all the affronts and contempt he receives, merely
because his patient solicitude now incites us to repentance! For what could be more perverted, more reckless and contrary
to nature and right order, than to love the creature more than the Creator, what passes away more than what lasts forever,
or to seek rather the goods of earth than those of heaven?
So, what do you think ought to be done, dear friend?
What else, but to trust in the exhortation of God himself and to believe in the truth which cannot deceive? For he
calls out to everyone, saying: "Come to me, all who labour and are heavy laden and I wilI give you rest". Is it not,
after all, a most ridiculous and fruitless labour to be swollen with lust, continually to be tortured with anxiety
and worry, fear and sorrow, for the objects of your passion? Is there any heavier burden than to have one's spirit thus
cast down into the abyss from the sublime peak of its naturaI dignity - the veritable quintessence of right order
gone awry? Flee, my brother, from these unending miseries and disturbances. Leave the raging storms of this world
for the secure and quiet harbour of the port.
For you know very well what wisdom in person has to say to us:
"Whoever does not renounce all that he has, cannot be my disciple".
Who cannot perceive what a beautiful thing
it is, how beneficial and how delightful besides, to remain in the schooI of Christ under the guidance of the Holy
Spirit, there to learn that divine philosophy which alone shows the way to true happiness?
So, you must consider
the facts very honestly: if the love of God does not succeed in attracting you, nor considerations of self- interest
spur you on in the face of such enor- mous rewards, at least dire necessity and the fear of chastisement ought to compel
you to move in this direction. For you know the promise that binds you and to whom it was made. It is none other than
the omnipotent and awesome one to whom you consecrated yourself as a pleasing and wholly acceptable offering. To him
it is not permissible to lie, nor would it do any good, besides; for he does not let himself be mocked with impunity.
You
remember, after all, the time you and I and Fulk One-Eye, were together in the little garden adjoining Adam's house, where
I was staying at the time. We had been discussing for some while, as I recall, the false attractions and ephemeral
riches of this present life and comparing them with the joys of etemal glory. As a result, we were inflamed with divine
love and we promised, determined and vowed to abandon the fleeting shadows of this world at the earliest opportunity,
and lay hold of the etemal by taking the monastic habit. We would indeed have done so forthwith; but Fulk went off to
Rome and we postponed our resolution in the expectation of his return. He was delayed however and other things got
in the way as well, so that in the end, fervour vanished and resolve grew cold.
So, what is left, dear friend,
but to absolve yourself as quickly as possible from the obligations of such a debt? Otherwise, you run the risk of
incurring the wrath of the All-PowerfüI for such serious and long-standing deception, not to mention the frightfuI torments
that are its consequence. What potentate, after all, of this world would ever leave himself unavenged if he were cheated
by any of his subjects of a promised gift, especially If he considered it to be of outstanding value? So, never mind
me, simply listen to the psalmist, or rather to the Holy Spirit who declares: "Make your vows to the Lord your God
and perform them; let all around him bring gifts to him who is to be feared, who cuts offthe spirit of princes, who is
terrible to the kings of the earth". It is the voice of the Lord you hear - the voice of your God, the one who is
feared, who cuts of fthe spirit of princes, who is terrible to the kings of the earth! For what reason does the Spirit
of God make such a point of this, if not to prod you into acquitting yourself of your vow? Why do you find it burdensome
since it entalls no sacrifice or reduction of your goods and heaps up benefits rather for yourself than for the one
who receives what you pay?
Do not let the deceptive lure of riches hold you back, since they cannot remedy the
reaI poverty of our soul; not let your position detain you, since you cannot occupy it without notable jeopardy to the
spirituaI life.
For it would be repugnant and wicked indeed, if I may say so, to convert to your own use the goods
of another, since you are, in fact, their steward and not their proprietor. In addition, if you should become desirous
of vaunting your wealth in empty show and keep a large retinue for this purpose, wilI it not be necessary, in some
way, to snatch from one person what you bestow with great largesse on someone else? Your own resources, after all, would
not suffice. Yet such a procedure would be neither generous nor to good effect, for nothing can be considered generous
which is not at the same time just.
You must also be carefuI not to be allured away from the exigencies of
divine love in your attention to the needs of the Archbishop. He has great confidence in your counseI and relies heavily
upon it; but it is not always an easy matter to give advice that is both useful and just. It is rather divine love which
proves itself the more useful, precisely to the extent that it is more in accord with right reason. For what could
be beneficial and right, so fitting and connatural to human nature as to love the good? Yet what other good can compare
with God? Indeed, what other good is there besides God? Whence it cormes that the souI that has attained some degree
of holiness and has experienced in some smalI measure the incomparable loveliness, beauty and splendeur of this good,
is set on fire with love and cries out: "My soul is thirsting for God, the God of my life; when shalI I enter and
see the face of God?"
My sincere hope, brother, is that you wilI not spurn the counseI of a friend, nor turn a
deaf ear to the words the Holy Spirit speaks. As my very close friend, I hope you will grant these desires of mine
and put an end to my long vigil in your regard. Otherwise, I will continue to be tortured with solicitude, anxiety and
fear for you. God forbid that you should die before acquitting yourself of your vow. For in that case, you would leave
me pining away with unremitting sorrow, without ever any hope of consolation. My request, therefore, is that you wilI
agree to go on pilgrimage to St.Nicholas and from there make your way to us. Thus you will be able to see the one
who loves you as no one else, and we wilI be able to speak face to face about our religions life, and how things are
going, and whatever else might be a matter of common interest. I trust in the Lord, that you wilI not regret any trouble
involved in such a joumey.
This letter is not as succinct as it ordinarily ought to be, but that is because
I do not have the joy of your presence. As a result, I desired to prolong our conversation at least in writing, and thus
have the pleasure of your company.
So, brother, stay in good health. Accept my ardent wish, that you wilI take
my words very much to heart.
Bruno
P.S. Would you send us the life of St.Remigius? It is impossible to obtain
it here. Farewell.
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